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[kryptonix]

[ kell nods. he's familiar. the legion had a training room after all. ]

I'll remember. And I'll keep an eye out.

[ for this whackjob who is experimenting on people. ]

[sophielicious]

(Oh, she hears that.)

Don't worry, they're not going to do it again, and I am keeping telepathic track. I've forgiven it because it was a morality shift, not a 'make your wettest dreams come true' shift, but I feel they come near mine again or think some shit I don't like, I'm stepping up.

(Which is not an ethical thing, but whatever.)

[kryptonix]

But they're not your only concern.

[ otherwise this would be done and dusted. ]

[sophielicious]

No, but it was a focused effort on their part. They were hiveminde-y, or wanting to be one anyway. I'm a specialized hivemindey telepath with nanotech for data store and processing in my spine, so, if anything, it's more my shit that they were into anyway.

I'll let you know if they slip.

[kryptonix]

[ not just a shift then. those impulses were there all along.

kell-el was never experimented on. tested, sure. his parents made sure he had to be battle ready, but they never hurt him. never did anything kell didn't volunteer for.

and he knows. he was the lucky one. ]

Sure.

[sophielicious]

You okay there?

(Not that he processes feelings well or anything, but you know. While she's nonchalant about it, there's no happy way to talk or hear about this situation.

Just checking on him, is all.)

[kryptonix]

[ kell gives a quiet grunt. ]

I guess it's weird to think I had a better life than most people. Sure, there was the war and end of the world stuff . . . but no one I knew ever treated me poorly.

[sophielicious]

Oh. That. Yeah. I mean, you got your problems, we got ours. Ours is more 'we all hate mutants because they're all dangerous, let's do something about it', and yours is more death, destruction, gloom, war, maniac man.

[kryptonix]

Right.

But even my creator — They never put me through anything like that. They could have.

[ and that's why terra-man existed. even now kell can't help but wonder. did they think he was too weak? or they just didn't want that blood on his hands? ]

They . . . called me their son. It was the last thing they said. Before the universe collapsed.

[sophielicious]

Didn't your creator basically raise you with hopes and thoughts for goodness and salvation and that kind of stuff? Why would they hurt you intentionally? There's no way.

[kryptonix]

I wasn't raised. All my learning and information was fed into me during the cloning process.

And there wasn't exactly time to go over that stuff. They needed me to fight. It's all I ever did.

[sophielicious]

Oh, look at us, twinsies.

(At least on that part. Cannot relate to the rest of it at all.)

Still. There's no reason to harm you, is there? Or are you bugging out because, in comparison to the other clone you know, you had a relatively okay creation and study process?

[kryptonix]

I'm not bugging out. It's not even a clone thing. I knew someone who was experimented on. By their father.

[ he shrugs. ]

It's just . . . weird, that's all.

[sophielicious]

Not like you're really great at communicating, and I'm polite.

(As in not reading his thoughts all the time. She isn't polite, but she is trying to be.)

Yeah. I didn't personally know them or anything, the person who kidnapped me and all. I'm glad you weren't, but I also don't think anyone could force you into anything like that. You're like a tank.

[kryptonix]

No. No one could.

I guess it's more . . . I haven't spent a lot of time with people. When it's peaceful. And stuff like this happens.

[ and he's never truly understood why. yeah people can be jerks or evil and so on, but the way human nature takes shape, allows for these atrocities . . . that feels beyond him. ]

[sophielicious]

Yeah, I'm sorry, I'm not really the most optimistic person to talk about these things. I always think something will happen, I think it comes with the territory of being... Different, I guess.

[kryptonix]

It's fine.

Like I said. It is surprising.

[ no one in the legion is the norm or normal. that's the whole point of the legion. and those differences were huge because it guaranteed you a spot in there. ]

[sophielicious]

I can't understand how it would be, unless you're saying you not being that fucked up is the surprising part.

[kryptonix]

It's fucked up in general.

[ kell huffs. he knows he's not explaining it well. was this the superman part of him? ]

Nevermind. It doesn't matter.

[sophielicious]

Except it does. Talk to me, but from the top.

[kryptonix]

Fine.

[ kell crosses his arms. ]

I came from a war that never ended. With trillions of lives on the line. The worst of the worst.

And people don't have to deal with that. But they still do things like this. It's a waste.

[sophielicious]

Survival does a thing, it makes you focus on it. In a place where you have to think those things, I guess that nature pops up more.

It is.

[kryptonix]

Probably.

But I hate that.

[ and that's probably . . . superman's influence. or the legion's. he never cared. he can't say he does care.

but it rankles all the same. ]

[sophielicious]

I do too. I think if I told you about our stuff in-depth, you'd be... Well, worse off.

(It's mutant genocide after mutant genocide, after all.)

And I've been down a path of wanting to get revenge, too, but that doesn't help.

[kryptonix]

Probably not.

[ maybe he'll cross the line and more, when he finally faces imperiex. but. he hasn't yet. ]

Anyway that was the only thing on my mind.